popularity vent((side note, if you try to help and i dont reply im sorry, but just understand that i will read it if you do, and appreciate it))im slipping into a self downfalli know it will pass buti have impostor syndrome due to my popularityi feel like my passion is decliningi feel like people only care about me because im The Kittydog With 100k subs and 10k watchersI don't feel like that's meI miss the 12 subscriber kittydog who had fun making stupid memes and hoping it got more than 30 views this time and being so happy to get 5 likes and 2 comments and that was my driving passion to keep making more videos and feeling happy as i watch them and then i refresh the page to see if it has another view oh nope no one else saw it but thats ok cause im happy with the art that i haveI feel like everyone only loves me cause im popularI feel like everyone only wants to be my friend cause i'm Out Of Their LeaugeI know it's not true, but that's not what my mind tells me subconsiouslyI don'